All or nothing

There here, finals, and I cant wait for them to be over. I feel very well prepared for all of them, like even the worst I could possible do would be a B, yet Iam so nervous. Everybody is talking like they are a big deal and how hard they have been studying, but I have been approaching them like any other test, except studying a couple days in advance, something I never usually do. Hopefully I can close out this year on a high note, with some confidence heading into next year. It already feels like break is here, and I just want to go home, but I have four tough days left, so I have to stay focused and hope for the best. Thankfully, I have only one final per day and after wednesday, my hard ones are all over. I just have to keep it up, to maintain the same fire I had all year, and I will be able to say I'am officially a college student, my trial by fire will be over. This semester at Wartburg has been a constant challenge. I have had to be on my A game all year to keep up, and to not let any big assignments get past me. Calculus has been by far my most challenging course. I dont know why, but Calculus is such a hard subject to grasp. Many times throughout the year I have doubted my own abilities in that class, wondering if Iam really cut out for Pre-Medicine. If I hold on, and even pull off a B in that class, I will be happy, because it has taken everything for me to succeed in that class. All throughout high school I was told how hard Calculus was to grasp, and even that I would not be able to handle it. If I pass this class, in my mind I will have silenced all those doubts. I will have taken my weakness head on, and succeeded. Just four more days left, its all or nothing.